Last week was a week of highs and lows for us.
One of excitement and dreams come true…. and one of sorrow and grief.
For weeks, we had anxiously been waiting for the week of Thanksgiving to arrive, because photographers were coming. Professional photographers. They were coming to shoot our home for one of my favorite magazines……a dream come true.
The magazine shoot was for a Spring feature so all of my Fall decor, Autumn colors, and pumpkins needed to be put away.
Needless to say, Christmas decorating had to be put on hold.
So I removed all traces of Fall, and out came the Spring decor. Thank goodness the photographers brought Spring flowers with them because I couldn’t find any Spring blossoms in our little neck of the woods!
It was a fun experience watching the professionals, the way they would style a shot, the angle they would take, and how long it would take to get that one perfect photo!
They were here for two days and we enjoyed the experience, and loved seeing our home through their lenses.
They finished up the evening before Thanksgiving and hubby and I were exhausted. I don’t think we realized just how nervous, and how excited we were for this opportunity, until it was over!
The next day, we spent a wonderful Thanksgiving at my sister’s home and had a relaxing day, filled with family and wonderful food, eating way too much!
Coming home Thanksgiving evening, I realized that I was going to have to shift gears from the “Spring” mindset of the photo shoot, to Christmas decorating.
Somehow decorating the house for Spring and taken me completely out of the Christmas holiday mood.
Friday found me determined to start pulling out Christmas decor to see if I could get a decorating plan together, but by late Friday afternoon our precious little schnauzer Lulu started having trouble breathing, and we completely focused on her.
Lulu was our heart, always our shadow {especially my husband’s}, following us wherever we went. She was gentle and full of joy. She had seemed fine all week other than her appetite was off a bit. But on Friday, she didn’t seem to be able to lay down and get comfortable, and continued to have labored breathing.
Early Saturday morning we called the vet and they told us to bring her in right away. After blood work and x-rays, we were told that Lulu had heart failure. She was prescribed two medications and the vet explained that this should help alleviate the problems, but to be aware that it would take at least 3 days for the meds to get into her system and start working. The vet said that she would call us on Monday to check on Lulu and to see if we needed to make any adjustments.
We took her home and tried to make her comfortable, forcing the medication down her, hoping and praying that we would see improvement before the 3 days.
Sunday afternoon, I realized that Lulu was getting worse, she was extremely weak, wouldn’t eat or drink, still struggling to breathe. I mentioned to my husband that I didn’t think we were going to make it to the next morning, and felt like we needed to do something.
But it was too late.
At 4:15 p.m., Lulu died in our arms. Her precious little heart just couldn’t take anymore. Lulu was such a joyful spirit, a love sponge, that God put on this earth to do nothing more than love us unconditionally, and she did that perfectly. I know she wasn’t human, but the grief and loss feels the same. Our home is all too quiet and we are constantly looking for her.
The outpouring of love, prayers, and positive thoughts from all of you has been tremendous and I can’t thank you enough.
We are completely heartbroken.
I’m trying to get myself motivated and inspired to do some Christmas decorating, and I’m planning on keeping it pretty simple, so there won’t be any over the top decorations this year.
Today, I finished the outside of the house, hanging wreaths on the windows and using fresh greenery, cut from our yard, to dress up the lanterns and the kitchen door. Classic and simple.
I haven’t started on the inside yet, hopefully inspiration will hit and I can get it done. Say a prayer for me.
Blessings,
Cindy
So very sorry for your loss….Our pets are so much of our family. Remembering the good memories helps.
Just breaks my heart for you and your family. We are blessed with 3 Mini Schnauzers, Chloe, Abigail and Beau. Chloe is the oldest at 7, then Abigail. And then there’s Beau. He was found wandering on a busy highway. They are all unique and wonderful in their own way. Schnauzers are in our opinion the best fur babies ever. Keep the sweet memories fresh. Prayers for a quick emotional healing. Lulu was beautiful and I know you have wonderful memories.
Thank you Susan!
I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you must feel. Both of our dogs died in the fall of 2010. It was terrible. Blessings to you.
Thank you Katie!
Oh Cindy, I am so sorry for your family’s loss. I feel so trite, in that I just commented on a tutorial of yours about coffee filter lampshades,and remarked that I need to fix my lamp because “my dog ate my lampshade”. Which, let’s face it, he did. But I’m not ever going to lose sleep over a well played game of indoor fetch! Don’t minimize your pain by downplaying the loss of Lulu vs losing a person She was your baby/friend/confidant/walking companion/keeper of all secrets, etc all the things that so many people are to you wrapped in one loving, wonderful package. Realize your pain, it’s a reflection of the love shared and know that you honor her by going forward with another astonishing creature, when the time is right. New Year’s blessings.
Donna, thank you so much for your kind words. Lulu was without a doubt our little “love sponge”. We miss her so much and there is a hole in our hearts. We will be adding a new fur baby to our family at some point, we’ve never been without one for very long. And we are starting to feel the pull to find a new “love sponge”! Happy New Year!
Cindy, I am so sorry about your sweet Lulu passing. We had a schnauzer that looked so much like her named Gracie. She lived to be ten and suddenly got sick as well. She was my husband’s shadow. He could not stand it after she passed and wanted to adopt another schnauzer as soon as possible. Today we have a female schnauzer named Layla that is very taken with my husband and once again he has a shadow.
Thank you so much Janet!
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your furbaby, Cindy. We lost a 10 year old furbaby of ours unexpectedly on Thanksgiving day. It’s amazing how those sweet creatures fill our hearts, lives and homes.
Oh, Suzy, I am so sorry for your loss. Yes, they bring us such unconditional love and joy to our lives. Our precious Lulu was such a love sponge. Wishing you and yours a wonderful, Merry Christmas!
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. I feel that our dogs become true members of our family, every bit as muc as our children. They bring us such joy and their loss leaves a hole in our lives. I hope that the peace and love of Christmas can help heal the wound in your hearts.
Thank you Sheryl. Yes, our Lulu brought so much joy to our family, there is a hole in our hearts. But each day is easier, and thinking of her brings smiles now, instead of tears. One day, maybe in the Spring, we will search for a new fur baby. Thank you for your kind words, they mean so much to me. Merry Christmas!
Cindy…..I know that you lost your precious Lulu…for some reason I am not sure why i did not see this post….Our precious animals are here on this earth with us for too short of a time…we embrace their unconditional love and the joy they bring us. I am sorry that you had to go through this when it was supposed to be such a happy time for you…I do not have a pet, but I am so close to our granddog and the other one that has since passed on. The current one is 13 and has his struggles…When asked to dog sit I happily agree as he is the sweetest dog and I dread the day that he is gone too….May you find peace in knowing that one day you will be reunited. Take care Cindy…
Shirley, thank you for your sweet words, they are appreciated so much. That was one week filled with a roller coaster of emotions! Lulu was such a precious pet, and losing her was so unexpected. You are right, they are here for too short of a time. John and I are thinking that perhaps in the Spring, we will start the search for a new fur baby, something to look forward to! Merry Christmas!
Cindy I am so sorry to hear about your sudden loss of Lulu. It sounds so much like what happened to our Dillon. In the late morning we noticed he was having trouble breathing but the ER vet said to take meds and make chicken and rice. Dillon never made it to the morning, dying while we tried to comfort him. I never really knew what happened to him, except he couldn’t go on. I know that over time it will get a little better and you will remember her with smiles instead of tears. We did find our home felt sooo lonely without him so we got a puppy, but we still miss him and will always love him, like you will Lulu. They are so much like family members, and its traumatic when they get taken away so suddenly especially. xo
Thank you Amy. Like you and your sweet Dillon, it happened so quickly that there wasn’t much time to take action. Each day it does get easier, the tears aren’t flowing quite so often, and we’re able to focus on the unconditional love that Lulu brought into our lives. Your little Colby is such a sweetie! We’re thinking that in the Spring, we will start looking for a new fur baby. They just bring too much joy into our lives! Merry Christmas, Amy!
So very sorry on the loss of your beautiful Lulu. My positive thoughts are with you and your husband.
My prayers are with you today and all the future times you will be missing Lulu! I lost my precious Stella a year ago, and it is still difficult for me. She too had heart disease, and also died in my arms. I take comfort in knowing she was loved up until the time she crossed the bridge, as was your Lulu. My Stella was a rescued puppy mill dog. It is a bit lengthy, but here is a poem I sat down and wrote as soon as she passed. It did help me heal, to put my grief to paper. Wishing you love and comfort this Christmas.
She Just knew
When life turned bad and they shut me in a cage
I had lots of babies and they took them away.
I was cold and hungry and never touched the ground
My family was coming and I would be found.
She just knew.
I never gave up but it seemed like forever
They were somewhere and we would be together.
Some nice people came and took me away
My life began that very day.
She just knew.
They called me Stella, I had a real name
I was so happy, life would never be the same.
I was handed to a kind man named Darrin
He promised a family that was worth sharin’
She just knew.
When he opened the door to my home
A cute little girl named Tori called me her own.
She kissed me and loved me from morning to night
She was my girl and that was all right.
She just knew.
The little girl grew up and I did too
We had the best life together as two.
I had lots of doggies in my home
But I was special and never alone.
She just knew.
When my time came I was not afraid
I just shut my eyes and gently slipped away.
I didn’t leave you my family dear,
I will just be waiting here.
At the rainbow bridge, just waiting for you.
To see you again, that much is true.
She just knew.
In memory of our beloved Stella
Tears are in my eyes. It is so hard to lose a furry child. They become so important to us. You are in my thoughts and I pray that you will be uplifted and feel better soon.
I am so so sorry for the loss of your precious Lulu. We also lost our Lucy sometime ago. It’s just not the same without her. My heart goes out to you and your husband.
May you find peace knowing she was so well loved.
Thank you Linda, Merry Christmas!
I am so sorry for your loss . Our pets are our family and we love them with all our hearts! May the peace of the Lord be with you during this holiday season!
Thank you so much Dawn! Merry Christmas!
I am so sorry you lost your beloved Lulu. Grief is hard but don’t try to rush it. May you experience God’s peace and comfort. You will always miss Lulu but time will lessen the hurt.
Thank you Kathie, Merry Christmas!
I am very sorry to hear of your loss. Our pets become more like our children, especially when we become empty nesters . May your treasured memories become your greatest comfort . God Bless during this Christmas season .
Thank you Jill, Merry Christmas.
I am so sorry for your loss. Hearing your story brought back a lot of memories of when we lost our cat after 19 years. That empty and quiet feeling in the house is all too familiar.
Lulu will always be with you in spirit, I truly believe that. God bless you and your husband and know that Lulu is at peace now.
But on another note, I truly love seeing all your posts and decor. And I’m so happy for you ( magazine photos). Keep doing what you do because you truly inspire me.
Nadia
Sweet Nadia, thank you so much for your kind words, they are a blessing to us.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I would imagine that you are both physically and mentally exhausted right now. Not to mention heartbroken. I think you should give yourself permission to do Christmas in a way that honors your precious Lulu. Take care of yourself.
Thank you Debbie, yes, we feel like we’ve been on an emotional roller coaster. Thank you for your kind words, Merry Christmas.
Oh, Cindy I am crying reading this post due to loss of LULU. I KNOW how you feel. I lost my dog of 14yrs. on the operating table. I still blame the Vet for her death but GOD takes care of all things. I still miss her after 20yrs. She was our child that we never had and I can not get another dog because I feel like I am trying to replace her. Some people think that is stupid but they just don’t understand the love a dog can give you. She was buried in a coffin from the Pet Cemetery with some of her belongings near my bedroom window. My heart aches for you and your husband. I will be praying for the two of you. You can email me and talk anytime.
Love,
Nancy
Blessings to you Nancy, thank you for your kind words.
Love is love…it doesn’t matter if it is human or pet love. Our hearts do not know the difference. I’m very sorry for your loss.
Thank you Vicki.
Cindy,
I am so sorry I know how sad it is losing a pet, yes they are a part of the family ! We have them since they are babies and raise them, and each one has their own little personality. I catch myself thinking of many pets that have past away, and the joy they gave me 🙂
How exciting for you on the photo shoot!! Can’t wait until “Spring” to see the pictures!
Take care of You,
Paula
Thank you Paula!
So sorry to hear about Lulu. I had to put our dog down of 17 yrs. which is no easy job. I understand your loss. Prayers your way for a little less pain each and every day. Merry Christmas!
Thank you Maggie, Merry Christmas to you and yours.
Hi Cindy, My heart breaks for all of you. Our fur babies are so special because they are so humble and have so much unconditional love -They give back the love we give them. My sister died in 2003-My husband and I took her cat who lived to be 21 1/2 . It was like a part of my sister was still with us. It was devastating when we lost her, but knew she was now with her Mom, my sister. Take it easy this Christmas on decor etc . You will have many more to do it up big :)Love and Hugs , Kathy
Thank you so much Kathy, blessings to you and your family.
Tears are streaming down as I write to tell you how truly sorry I am for your loss, Cindy. We lost our beloved golden, Sandy, three years ago and life has not been the same. My constant companion with unconditional love, she will always be in our hearts just as your Lulu will be. Such beautiful memories will always be with us and you. Hope you have a blessed and Merry Christmas.
Thank you Donna, Merry Christmas to you and yours.
You have my thoughts and prayers Cindy. Lulu was a beautiful and blessed. We had to put down our 16 yr old Westie a couple weeks back and were also with him when he took his last breath. It gets a little easier with time. Hugs. Congrats on the photo shoot. Can’t wait to hear what magazine. You and hubby def earned it! Merry Christmas!
Vicki
Thank Vicki, Merry Christmas!
Cindy, I am heartbroken for your loss along with you. Our dogs are part of our families and it is so hard to let them go-especially when you have such little warning. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you Diana.
It is so heartbreaking to lose a beloved pet. I’m sorry for your loss. How difficult it must be – I’m sure so much reminds you of Lulu. I hope you will find some peace in the weeks to come. Hugs.
Thank you so much Cecilia, today was better, and I’m sure tomorrow will be even more so. Thank you for your kind words.
Cindy, I am so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing Lulu with us. Thoughts and prayers to you and may God’s grace ease the grief of you and your husband at this sad time.
Thank you Christine.
So very sorry for your loss. Reading this made me march right over and hug my dog a little bit more. As a friend of mine always says, ‘the only thing wrong with dogs is they don’t live long enough’ . I’m glad I got to meet Miss Lulu. She was a queen among dogs for sure. You and John were wonderful doggie parents and gave her a glorious life! Your home is very beautiful and I am so proud of your many successes!
Love and prayers!
Jan
Oh, Jan, we are just heartbroken, and I know you understand. Give your sweet baby lots and lots of hugs! Love and miss you dear friend!
I love your home…And your Love For Lulu…I have a Highland West and we would miss her May your heart fine peace and I wish you Both a Merry Christmas. ..I don’t know you personally but I can tell there is a gentle spirit in your home.May God Bless Your Broken Heart
Thank you Debbie, your sweet words mean so much to us. Merry Christmas!
Oh Cindy, I’m so sorry for your loss, there is no love quite like that of a loving dog. All of us who have lost a pet know how difficult it is to adjust to life without their precious devotion. Prayers for you and your husband.
Your house looks beautiful and am sure the magazine feature will be fabulous.
Thank you so much Yvonne.
I am most definitely including you in our prayers. My heart hurts for you. So so sorry for this sadness right now. We love our own dogs like family. God bless and comfort you.
Bless you Julie, thank you.
Oh Cindy, I couldn’t see your beautiful decorations through the tears for you both on the passing of Lulu. Anyone that has been fortunate enough to share a life with a pet knows the grief, knows the loss, knows the loneliness.
Hugs and kisses are sent to you from Australia xxx Suzana
Thank you so much Suzana.
My heart ached as I read about your sweet Lulu. Our furry companions, ever devoted, always loving as they become our shadows as they follow us, where ever we lead them in this world. Thinking of you and your family and thanks for sharing the beauty of your home and your dear Lulu.
Thank you so much Dale.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Believe me when I say I know your heartbreak. I’ve been there. We lost our beloved dog about two years ago. He was almost 19 years old. Still miss him. I now have 2 Goldens who make me laugh every day.
I do believe we will see our pets again in Heaven for the Bible tells us there will be animals there. The Lion and the Lamb and others and the Lord will be coming back on a white Horse. I will sure remember you in prayer. Take care of yourself and your husband.
Bless you Linda, thank you for your kind words. Wow, 19 years, what a blessing to have your fur baby that long! Merry Christmas!
So sorry for your loss, and how courageous of you to share such a personal life changing event. I found comfort in the Rainbow Bridge poem. I’m sure you are familiar with that poem. I so enjoy your blog and the progress of your home. I hope you find comfort in the Christmas season and your loved ones. Prayers for the two of you.
Thank you Regina. Yes, love the Rainbow Bridge poem. Merry Christmas!
The wonderful part of having four legged furry family members is the unconditional love and joy they bring into our lives. The sad part is that they leave us all too soon.My heart aches for your loss, yet I’m so glad that Lulu and your family found each other for the time you had. She was obviously loved.
Thank you Linda.
Cindy, my heart goes out to you. Jasper ( the poodle,who thinks he’s human) is our fur baby. My girls say ” you never lets us sleep with you,but you do the DOG.” I tell them he’s the son I never had. He’s getting on in years and I know it will be a heartbreaking time when he passes. Lulu died in her Mommy’s arms don’t you know that’s what she wanted. All dogs go to heaven.
Thank you Sue. Give Jasper lots of extra hugs for me.
I am so very sorry for the loss of your wonderful Lulu. Please know you, your husband and Lulu are all in my heart and prayers. She will always be a part of you, and you will always have the wonderful memories of her.
Thank you Karen.
Oh Cindy…take time for yourself to grieve. The decorating will be a nice diversion but go thru the process…one day at a time. As difficult as it is, knowing your Lulu is not suffering will get you through days. Soon enough…sometime down the road your heart will heal. You are in my thoughts…
Thank you Susan.
You are in my thoughts. No matter what anyone says, pets are part of the family and we grieve for them just as hard as for another family member. I still grieve for my girl that I lost 6 years ago.
Bless you Christopher, thank you.
Oh, Cindy, I am so sorry. Pets truly are a part of the family and their loss is heartbreaking. I will tell you, our family is currently adopting a husky puppy and my boys want to name her an “L” name to go with our cats’ “L” names. They were thinking Lilly, which doesn’t really suit her. Reading your post – what about Lulu for our new pup? I’ll keep you posted. For now, your Lulu would want you to decorate for Christmas. I’m sure she knew how much joy it gives you.
Oh, Janet, I would love for you to name your new baby Lulu! Please keep me updated. Merry Christmas!
Saw the bad news on Instagram but reading this post caused the eyes to tear. They do find their way into our hearts in their unique way. I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is. Lulu was a beautiful companion. I hope you find enough Christmas spirit to get you through the holidays. Prayers!
Can’t wait to see the magazine spread. Love your home!
Thank you so much for your kindness Debe.
Tears are welling up in my eyes! I’m praying for you. I have a 4 legged family member and this hit close to home! Hugs!
PS. your house looks beautiful! Can’t wait to see it in the magazine!
There are no adequate words, our pets are family. God Bless you as you mourn the loss of your sweet family member.
Thank you Ali.
I always look forward to reading your blog and the new exciting things you are always doing around your beautiful home.Today I am heartbroken for you. It is so very sad to lose a precious pet. They are such an important in our lives. Love and prayers to you and your husband, try remember the fun you have had with Lulu over the years.
Olive
Thank you so much for the kind words Olive.
No words can lessen your loss I know, but our hearts go out to you.
My heart is breaking for you and your dear hubby, I totally understand your pain, I know she was not human, but she was a living thing sent from God to love, you see I lost two beloved fur babies with in a month of each other’s and I was devastated to say the least, they become part of your life and family I guess this is way we take it so hard when it’s time for them to cross over the rainbow, just know that she loved you every bit as much as you loved her….I will say a prayer for you sweetie, oh also your outdoor decor looks beautiful, I love simple and elegant decor….you will heal it will take sometime…..
Hugs~
Mari
Thank you so much Mari, your kind words are helping to heal our broken hearts.
You show much love for and joy in your little Lulu when you write about her. How long did you have with your girl? We have two little Norwich terriers that have our heart. I can’t imagine life without our baby girls.
Thank you Pam. We had sweet Lulu almost 13 years, her birthday would have been the first of January. Hug your precious fur babies, their lives are way too short.
I’m so sorry, Cindy. I totally understand your grief and pain. It’s always so much worse when we are faced with this abruptly. you two are in my prayers for comfort and peace. pace yourself and let yourself grieve.
Thank you Debra
You’ve shared so much wonderful with us, I share in your grief. I am so sorry. I hope you and your husband are comforted in this time.
Thank you so much Cassandra
I’m so sorry for the loss of Lulu. What a sweet tribute to her. Congrats on the happiness of being photographed for a Spring feature. I hope that tempers the sadness somewhat. Hugs and prayers.
Thank you Angie
i’m so sorry about your furry baby. i understand your pain & sorrow since we went thru something similar a few years back. cherish all the memories & you have some wonderful pictures. you have a little angel looking over you now. xo- maryjo
Thank you so much Maryjo, yes definitely an angel.
Cindy, I am so sorry for your loss of your dear Lulu. At this special time of year, when we are counting our blessings, I do know that she will be among your most cherished of them, and I hope this helps in your time of grief, remembering the precious gift of love she will always remain. God bless and keep you.
Thank you Bobbi.
Cindy, I’m so sorry for the loss of your precious Lulu. We love our pets like family members. Remember that God has a beautiful place on the other side for our beloved pets. Each time He paints the sky with the beauty of a rainbow, it’s Gods reminder to us of the wonderful place waiting for our pets. I pray that God will bless and comfort you during this difficult time.
Thank you, Shirley…love your message.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful transformation of your home. I can’t wait for your feature in the spring magazine. I have followed you for a long time, and love your smart and striking style! I am so saddened by your loss of LuLu Cindy. Our pets are such a big part of our family and joy. What a beautiful loving dog! Thoughts are with you at this time. Namasta
Thank you Karen…everyone’s kind words are helping so much.
Cindy, My heart goes out to you and your husband and I am so sorry for your loss.
Hugs,
Sherry.
Thank you sweet Sherry.
I’m so sorry about your sweet doggie. It’s such a loss! Marcy
Thank you Marcy.
So very sorry for your loss. Our pets are like children. I know how hard it is to lose one. Wishing peace and comfort.
Thank you Donna….little fur babies filled with unconditional love.
I am so very sorry for your loss. We have a little baby girl, Abby, who turned 10. I have to admit I worry about her getting older and cannot imagine how I will get through losing her! She is in good health now and loves us so much. She has my heart!! We’ve never had children, and honestly, she is our baby. I know many laugh at that, but I love that little pup more than I ever would have imagined. They become part of our family. Like you said, they love unconditionally. Who else wags their tail the minute you walk in the door???!!! I am so sorry you are going through this.
Oh Renee, thank you so much. Hug Abby, and spoil her rotten (as I’m sure you do), their lives are much too short.
Dearest Cindy, It was so sad to read about the loss of your precious Lulu. I am asking the Blessed Mother to wrap you and your husband in the comfort of her mantle. One of my daughters likes to think we will be reunited in some way with our pets in heaven one day. Offering our sympathy, but remembering to hope as we await and celebrate the birth of Our Greatest Hope and Savior, Jesus
Thank you so much for the prayers Dawn. I, like your daughter, believe we’ll be reunited with all our loved ones one day, even the furry ones! Merry Christmas!
Cindy, I’m so sorry for you and your husband. The loss of Lulu is just as profound as losing a person. They are so much a part of our lives and we get so attached to them. I’m sure it was comforting to Lulu to die in your arms and not alone or in a vet’s office. Either way, it’s so heartbreaking. I’ve lost so many pets over the years and have found comfort in having a beautiful rock engraved for my garden for each one of them. When my precious Kayla passed away 2 years ago from heart failure, I made a hardcover book of her life from shutterfly. I find it so comforting each time I pick up that book. I’m sure you will both find your own way of honoring her memory. Sending prayers for comfort for both of you.
Thank you Sandy…..such wonderful ideas, thank you.
Dear Cindy,
Your post brought me to tears. Our fur babies are such a big part of our lives. Your beloved Lulu was a lucky girl to have such a loving family. I am sending you hugs and wishing you peace.
Oh, thank you so much Mary. Merry Christmas.
Thank you Mary.
Lulu was beautiful! Be comforted knowing you held her to comfort her.
Our “pets” are family,we call ours our kids! Our children say we love the kids more!?
May your heart be filled with happy memories of LuLu’s love.
Big hugs
Gaylin
Thank you Gaylin. I used to tell my boys that the dogs were always better behaved than they were…your comment brought a smile to my face.
Oh Cindy, my heart breaks for both of you. It is never difficult but at this time of year, horrific. My son loved dogs and I like to think.he was there welcoming lulu to heaven. Christmas decorations are non existent in our home this year. There may be a wreath on the door. Ironic since my main “job” is making Christmas stockings. God has a sense of humor. Sending love and lots of prayers. I know from the experience of finding my son passed, there really are no words. God bless you and your hubby my dear. One step at a time. If there is anything I can do, please contact me. You are a precious lady and have aways been so kind. 5 months yesterday for us. I think my son is probably playing with lulu. XOXO
Oh, precious Barb, the pain you must still be feeling, especially this time of the year. I think about you all the time and say a silent prayer for your peace. As painful as it is to lose our sweet little Lulu, I cannot image the grief and pain that you are experiencing. Thank you for your kind words, and I pray for your comfort and peace dear friend, always.
I’m very sorry for the loss of your precious little Lulu. May God give you peace. I believe that you will see her again. So, it’s just “See you later, my little one.”
Thank you Denise.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know that words bring only a small amount of comfort, so wishing you the best.
Thank you Debra.
Your sweet LuLu is where all good dogs go, in Heaven. I understand your feelings of grief, I still miss every dog I’ve ever had the honor of having as family, but knowing they had a most wonderful life and that they knew they were loved helped me get through loosing them.
Thank you so much JoAnna.
I’m so sorry for your loss Cindy. May your memories of Lulu comfort you.
Dear Cindy……I am so sorry for your loss, especially after such an exciting week for you and your husband. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. May the peace of our Lord be with you!
Thank you so much Julie.
I send you my most sincere, deepest sympathy. I know the pain and loss you feel for precious, faithful Lulu. My heart aches for you and your husband. Find comfort in knowing that Lulu loved you both as much as you loved her and she was ever aware of that love.
I wish you peace,
Shelley
Thank you Shelley.
My heart hurts for you and your family.
Prayers and thoughts will be with you all during this time of healing.
Thank you so much Lisa.
Oh Cindy I am so very sorry for your loss. Our dogs are a part of our family and I completely understand that you must be deep in grief. I hope treasured memories will be of comfort to you during this difficult time.
Thank you for your sweet words Laura.
I know that I have said this more than once on your Facebook page but I will say it again … I am so very sorry for your loss, dear Cindy and believe me when I say that I truly understand, having had dogs all my life and of course, having lost more than my fair share. It is very painful and extremely difficult and it never gets easier to go through, no matter how many times it has happened to you. However, the flip side of that sad coin is the fact that they bring so much joy and unconditional love to our lives that I, for one, can’t imagine my life without the presence of dogs in it. I wish we lived closer to one another because even though we haven’t even met, I feel such a connection with you, like I have found a kindred spirit, and were I geographically closer to you, I would give you a great big hug and cry right along with you. I will leave you with this lovely quote which reflects exactly how I feel about this situation:
“It came to me that every time I lose a dog, they take a piece of my heart with them and every new dog that comes into my life, gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough, all of the components of my heart will be dog and I will become as generous and as loving as they are”.
Take good care, dear Cindy. My thoughts and prayers for healing your hearts are with you and your husband. (((hugs)))
Oh, LindyLou, thank you so much, I absolutely love that quote. I have not heard it before. I wished we lived closer as well, I feel that connection as well. We have always had a fur baby (or two) in our lives and I know that when the time is right, we will have another one. I’m not ready today, but one day. Thank you, dear friend for your kind words, prayers, and your never ending support. Who know, I may be in your neck of the woods one day, and we will meet! Wishing you and yours a wonderful Merry Christmas!
Oh yes, it would be lovely to finally meet you and give ya a big hug!!! 🙂 I sure hope that it happens one day but in the meantime, I am here for you … always! I’m only a message/email away (on Facebook or on Etsy and I believe that you also have my personal email address), should you ever need me, do not hesitate to use them.
I also wish you and yours a wonderful Holiday Season, filled with love and lots of magic.
And you are right … when the time is right, your heart will let you know that you are ready once more for another fur baby and when it happens, it will be a most joyous occasion. Much love, dear friend. xxx
Oh, I’m so sorry! They hold such a special place in our hearts and our lives. Here’s hoping your happy and loving memories of Lulu will make your grief easier to bear.
Thank you Kim.
I’m so sorry for you loss. I know how badly it hurts. I’ve been there more than once. Keep things in perspective. Grieving the loss of someone/something you loved is important. And to be perfectly honest, decorating…not so much.
Thank you so much, and oh how right you are!
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Lulu, Cindy. It really is the same grief as losing someone dear to us, and especially hard at this time of year. I wish comfort to you and your husband at this very difficult time. xo
Thank you Patricia
Cindy,
There are no words………may you be comforted by the love of your friends. I am so sorry for your loss and I share your sorrow. Our own beautiful yellow lab “Will” left us two months ago and it will not be the same without him. But know that soon you will remember only the good parts and the tears will be replaced by smiles. Peace to you.
Katie Twigg
Thank you Katie
I am so sorry to read of your loss. Lulu is a beautiful dog. The pictures reflect so many wonderful memories.
I grew up with dogs and my husband didn’t so we never had them raising our two boys. I can still pull out of my heart all the memories of the many dogs I was blessed to have in my life.
I will keep all of you in my prayers.
Thank you June
My heart breaks for you I totally understand your feelings for you Lulu.
Thank you Lynda
Sweet Cindy my heart breaks for you and your husband. So very sorry about your precious Lulu. What a beautiful life you gave her. So much love! We too still miss our beloved Kitty named Magic. We saved her and she saved us. She was 18 when she passed. Our pets are very special in our lives and are loved beyond belief. Your family is in my prayers and we wish you a Merry Christmas. Please let me know when your magazine spread comes out. Your home is always so lovely and your style is exquisite. Much love, Anna Maybe someday you can give me some pointers at my house when you are in Mobile!!!
Thank you Anna, Merry Christmas!
Thoughts and prayers to you and your husband, my heart goes out to you. Congratulations on the shoot, you will have to let us know which magazine so we can purchase one when it comes out!
Thank you Candy
I am so sorry for your loss Cindy. I have loved and lost precious pets and it leaves such a hole in your heart. You are right, they are not people, but for those of lucky enough to have dogs or cats we deeply love, the loss feels just as great.
Thank you Karen.
I am so sorry for your loss, it takes a long time to adjust without your beloved friend. I will be thinking about your family as you go forward into the holidays. Your outside does look inviting and I know the inside will be beautiful.
Congratulations on the photo shoot, look forward to seeing it in the magazine.
Merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas, Daphne.
Those are some major highs and lows. So sorry for the loss of your little friend. A terrible loss.
Thank you Krista.
Oh how I hurt for you, as I lost my 16 year old Maltese the day after my birthday (65..ugh!) in my arms at 2:30 in the morning…it was so hard and heartbreaking. I so miss him…fortunately I have 2 cats to cuddle with but they just don’t greet you like a dog does!.,.
Oh, Cheryl, I know how you feel. We are heartbroken. Lulu was 13, we just weren’t ready to lose her and I don’t think we fully realized what a huge presence she was in our lives. Prayers to you.
So sad for you and your family and your precious Lulu. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It is so hard to lose a beloved pet.
Thank you Jana.
I’m so sorry for you, Cindy. I know the feeling all too well. Our little chocolate poodle, Coco, died two days before Christmas 9 years ago, while I was in the midst of cooking for a huge family gathering. I could barely make it through that Christmas without crying at the mention of her name. We still haven’t gotten another fur baby. I hope yours is romping along the rainbow bridge and making new friends until you meet again.
Rita
Thank you Rita, your kind words mean so much.
oh, Cindy, I am so so sorry for your loss. I know how much y’all are hurting and dread the day my Bailey is gone. They are just like a human child to us especially as empty nesters. We got Bailey after the kids were gone.
Congrats on the shoot and I can’t wait to see it in print!!!
Thank you Kim. Yes, with our “human” children grown and out of the house, Lulu was our little fur baby that filled that void. We’ve loved and lost pets in the past, but the loss of Lulu has just ripped our hearts out. I pray that you have Bailey for many, many more years.
I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Lulu. I understand what you are going through. On a happy note, your home looks fantastic.
Thank you Kathy.
I’m so sad for you. I hope each day gets better for you and your husband.
Kathy
Thank you Kathy.
So very sorry for the loss of your precious Lulu. I understand. The heartbreak and grief that we feel when we lose our beloved dogs is indeed the same and intense as when we lose a human loved one. Many times even more so. It is devastating and those who have never known the love of a dog and the love we receive back from them can not comprehend your grief. Prayers for you.
Thank you Jean.
I can only imagine your heart break!
Big hugs and prayers going your way!!
Thank you Gee.
sorry to hear of LuLu. we had our ‘s for 14 years, she was born in my closet. still this day I will call out for her when I get home….our dogs our family and will be missed
Thank you Donna.
I so enjoy your blog. Thank you for sharing your life. I have two Lulu’s. Buster and Brigit. They are the fourth and fifth Schnauzers I have owned since I was in high school. You must go and rescue a new Lulu. Schnauzers are so special, part human. I only lasted ten days after my third one was put down in 2011. Max was 15 and I couldn’t stand not having him here waiting on me when I got home. There is a sweet Schnauzer that needs you. Buster was four when I got him in 2011. His Mom had gone to a nursing home. Brigit was found on a cold December day in 2012 walking the streets in a small town in west Texas. My friends tried to find her owner but it was obvious she had been on the road a while. The vet said she was about ten months old. So sorry for rambling. I think you deserve a new baby for Christmas. All the best. Robin Riddick, RPh Marble Falls, TX
Thank you Robin. Your Buster and Brigit are lucky to have you! Yes, I’m sure we will have another fur baby, it’s a hole in our lives that will need to be filled one day, not today, but one day.
Yes, when our Golden Hannah was killed through neglect of a faux friend I had to be medicated. 3 months later we got another Golden. No comparison. They were as different as night n day. Emma rescued me. Hannah is cremated in a rosewood box next to our bed. We miss her still
Oh, bless you Peg. I’m sure the right fur baby will find us again one day. Give Emma lots and lots of hugs.
I am so sorry for your loss. It is especially sad at this joyous holiday season. Blessings to you and your family.
Thank you Debra.